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xEyeStabPeoplex (7:13:39 AM): ha i thought you were gonna come back in a teddy or something
xstars no starsx (7:13:56 AM): ooosh
xstars no starsx (7:13:57 AM): not me
xEyeStabPeoplex (7:14:15 AM): bummer :-P
xstars no starsx (7:14:46 AM): heheh
xstars no starsx (7:14:50 AM): whats the point of lingire?
xstars no starsx (7:14:54 AM): its gonna come off anywho
xstars no starsx (7:14:59 AM): might as well wear saran wrap
xstars no starsx (7:15:05 AM): cheaper and reusuable.,
xEyeStabPeoplex (7:15:05 AM): thats true
xEyeStabPeoplex (7:15:10 AM): ha
xEyeStabPeoplex (7:15:39 AM): alright well, go wear seran wrap
xEyeStabPeoplex (7:15:40 AM): and come back
xEyeStabPeoplex (7:15:40 AM): :-P
xstars no starsx (7:15:46 AM): hehe
xstars no starsx (7:15:48 AM): dun have any
xEyeStabPeoplex (7:16:17 AM): bummer
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[18 Jan 2002|06:07am] |
This band thing with Adam and Ryan and Duran needs to work.
I wanna be a band member
not a fucking band whore
I love being in a band.
rock on \m/
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(1 Really Could Give A Shit. | Fall No More)
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[30 Nov 2001|05:28am] |
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Brief update of my life, for those of you who don't read my private journal [again, if you want to read it-all you have to do is ask.]
I'm single again.
I'm going to Maryland on the 10th.
I work the late shift now.
SOMEONE IM ME-A RIVER RAN RED.
I quit drinking.
Again, I am single. But, I love him still. *burps*
I am still a dork, I still use Harry Potter toothpaste, I still want to see LOTR.
I'm getting my guitar soon.
I'm starting a band.
I want my 51 peg cd back.
I still have green hair.
I made a trailer trash barbie doll.
And I am still uncooler than you.
Ah yes, I am also currently searching for Travis Messman, an old friend from SOuth Korea. I need help finding people online. Lacey Matajaski and Alona Norris are also on my find people list. People, help! Meep!
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(9 Really Could Give A Shit. | Fall No More)
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[23 Nov 2001|03:48pm] |
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Are You Talking To Me?-Fieldy's Dreams |
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I HAVE HARRY POTTER TOOTHPASTE! I KICK ASS AND YOU DON'T!
[and I'm about to eat some steak. So there, and I felt like updating this.] :P
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(2 Really Could Give A Shit. | Fall No More)
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[05 Nov 2001|04:19am] |
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Hot damn.
I found this sweet site, N E R V O U S N E S S D O T O R G, where people can meet and there are these cool things you send down the line to people via snail mail.
I'm getting a postcard, yay! And I'm sending a girl a figurine..hee hee hee.
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[02 Nov 2001|03:08am] |
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I have decided that from here on in, this account [jasmebledcold] will only be used for pictures and website updates [and things of that matter] or if I need the public's opinion on something. All poems, essays, rants, ect will be under before_dishonor until I can find someone to generate a code so I can make a journal for poems only.
If you aren't already added to my private journal, before_dishonor, and would like to be, please leave a comment or add before_dishonor to your buddy lists. All people who asked to be added will be added.
Spank you :D
And Decay
I hope you made Peter scream my name :P
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[31 Oct 2001|01:21am] |
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To everyone I know:
Every night
The same routine
I try to ignore all this
And make believe
That you are here with me
And not in some far off place
Where I'll never reach you
Somewhere off in space
Every day
the same routine
I try to pretend it doesn't hurt me
That everything
is okay
is alright
is just fine
nothing's out of sight
everything is before me
and i don't lack a thing
but at night when I'm alone
even next to you i hear the stars sing
the sadness imbued in me
the lonlieness that continues to haunt me
even when you're "there"
because you just see
right through me
don't hear me when I say
I really love you
I really want you
I really need you
And in the end I break down
and even when you're by me
you won't really see me
Or you won't see
Cos for every scar you see
There are a hundred I hide away
Back in the corner of my mind
Where I tuck away
The pain
the misery
the loneliness
my ability see say
I can't take this anymore
I can't pretend
things are okay
Things will mend
Thing won't get better
things wont be the same
your feelings have faded
and i just stry to keep semi-sane
I want you
I need you
I love you
but you won' hear that from me anymore
not unless I know
you feel the same
that you breathe for me too.
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(2 Really Could Give A Shit. | Fall No More)
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[30 Oct 2001|12:48am] |
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UGH!
Due to envy.nu's utter GAYNESS, I am most likely going to have to switch domains. Unfortunatly, my site is fairly large, so I can't have my friends host me because I'd literally take up half of their space. So once again...
If you know of any places that are hosting right now that
a.let me share files on different networks [file-sharing, dur]
and
b. don't have gay advertisments
and
c, have at least 20 mb of space
I will love you forever. *sigh*
<3 ewe.
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(Fall No More)
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[28 Oct 2001|03:41am] |
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My dad sent this to me, it's under my other journal as well.
I have a moral question for you. This is an imaginary situation, but I
> think it is important to decide which choice you would make.
>
> The situation: You are in the Middle East, and there is a huge flood in
> progress. Many homes have been lost, water supplies compromised and
> structures destroyed.
>
> Let's say that you're a photographer getting still photos for a news
> service, traveling alone, looking for particularly poignant scenes. You
> come across Osama Bin Laden who has been swept away by the floodwaters.
He
> is barely hanging on to a tree limb and is about to go under.
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> You can either put down your camera and save him, or take a Pulitzer Prize
> winning photograph of him as he loses his grip on the limb and gets sucked
> under to drown.
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> So, here's the question and think carefully before you answer:
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> "Which lens and shutter speed would you use?"
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>
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(Fall No More)
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[26 Oct 2001|04:33pm] |
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1.Jason's Spade Tattoo
2.Hannah all freaked out [for her anyways].
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[25 Oct 2001|05:16am] |
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a lesson i have learned in life:
If you love someone with all your heart and soul and love them uncondtionally and they are not willing to give you that love in the same way, then it is time to let them be and go looking in better waters.
I have been with people who drowned me in the love and affection and I have been with people who are so emotionally distant that it broke me in two.
It's a hundred times better to be drowned in love.
It is better to know.
It is better to feel that love then to be foreced to love at arm's length.
the people that you love will give you hundreds of reasons why they can't be there or won't be there.
And there are sometimes legit reaons, and sometimes its just something so stupid that even in your grief
you can see right through them..
and sometimes they're just selfish.
If you give someone the stars and they won't shine them for you,
take them back and find someone worth them for you.
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